"You're loved."

Vera Moda’s Pre-Spring Collections with Alexa Chung

2012-01-25T08:56:00.000+07:00

Alexa Chung always has 'something' to admire at. She's pretty awesome. Always has 'something' to make her fans want to buy all stuffs from her campaign or collections. Always has 'something' to make her fans more and more love her. She's amaziiiing <3

Seventeen

2012-01-25T08:17:00.000+07:00

Ah, here I am. Not going to school, because of one thing called stomachache. I studied till 11 pm last night, and now i end up have no energy to go to school. Please, school-exams, tasks and stuffs, i can't wait to be over you.

So, gotta write about my birthday. Kinda late tho. My 17th birthday actually wasn't as sweet as my 16th. That was right. I got my super schweet 16. :')
But, hey! Who cares, when three of your bestfriends came to your grandma's house and gave you a very sweet little surprise at 1 am? That's my really first surprise. I mean, usually they gave me one on the next day or days after the day. 1 January, they prefer to celebrate a new year with their family, of couse. omg I love you Denni, Amal & Andri. Hahahaha

Nothing happened. I keep expecting that my friends will come over to my house, but they didn't.
BUT! In the morning, at 6 am on January 1st, my very very best friend from kindergarden called Ida, gave me this amazing gifts....

Maybe this is what we called a friendship. We often talked about everything, school, lovelife, personal problem, and also a future. Thank you, loves!

Aaaand, the next day. I was still expecting that they will come, but....once again, they didn't. So i decided to go to Bogor with my parents, my brother had the school starts on January 2. Ha, this was when i started to curious what my friends were doing.....

Yolan tweeted something about her twitter has been hacked with Avi... i greet her on bbm.
"Hai, kalian lagi main ya...."
"Iya nih, mau jalan"
"HAH? KEMANAAA? Kok gue gak diajak ya..."
"....Hah? Katanya lo gak bisa...."
"What? Ga ada yang nanya gue..."
"Lah kok?" >>> agak fail

I started thinking that they were just preparing something... But, once again i thought that big expectation will pay more. Daripada ngarep, jadi kupikir mereka sungguhan pergi ke FX.
Until finally..... my dad who asked us to have dinner first in Bogor, suddenly canceled it after got a call from my sister. He said that, "your sister want to eat dinner too, we have to go back soon." and also, suddenly my friend's dad call me, "Echa.. Erinnanya ada?"

Dan begitu sampai dirumah.... kakak nyuruh ke kamar karena kamar lagi berantakan. Gue hanya berpikir, kenapa mbak gak yang beresiiiiin? Gue laper...

And when i arrived at my own bedroom. I saw a birthday cake with 17 sign candle on it, a handmade gift, a scrapbook and also they left my laptop on with a video on it.

I actually did't realize that it was a video, until i chat Yolan and scream on bbm: "KALIAN DIMAAANAAA? KELUARRRR" dan dia bales, "buka video."
I clicked the video and.............. muka-muka abstrak yang kukenal muncul. Asmita, Avi, Yolan, Nenek, Djati & Arno..... "HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY NESSAAAAA" they sang it first in the opening.
Tiba-tiba muncul suara-suara familiar dari toilet yang tiba-tiba terbuka...
OH, dari banyak tempat yang ada di rumah ini....KENAPA TOILET??????

It was a really schweeet surprise. Hehehehe senang sekali :') Here's the stuffs i got from them as gifts...

Walaupun yang dateng tidak sebanyak tahun lalu, dan tidak se-sweet tahun lalu. Senang sekali :') Thank you guys. Hehehehe dan saat mereka pulang, i started to read the scrapbook.

Tidak semuanya di foto sih, only my favorite parts. And there was a page which is extremely rahasia. Hahahaha, ngakak parah baca everypages....

Terimakasih semuanya, echa luph all. Semoga kita sukses di UN&PTN dan masuk ke college pilihan masing-masing. Tetap bersama dan sukses di masa depan. I love you.

Not our last hapiness

2012-01-15T09:52:00.000+07:00

Hello.. Hm, so me and my classmates just finished our last study research in Bandung (once again). Like i've ever said before, its okay with Bogor or Bandung, as long as we're together, everything will be fine.

Kami pergi ke UI, FK dan FE to be specific. Disana seru sekali, ga seru-seru banget sih, tapi seru aja. Ngelihat kakak-kakak mahasiswa lagi ujian praktik ngebedah cadaver. Gue sungguhan lihat loh.... Dan begitu masuk ke ruangannya, to be honest, bener-bener kayak waktu berhenti gitu aja ngeliat semua kakak mahasiswa yang masing-masing megang satu cadaver. Sooner or later, if i really get into medical faculty, i will face those things.....

I swear, i really really want to be one of them. One of medical faculty's student.
4 jam hijrah di FKUI, sungguhan membuat gue termenung dan memikirkan banyak hal. Mind blows. Andri nanya begitu masuk ruang anatomi, "gimana? mau menyerah?" He knew, gue udah pucat sekali di dalam sana ngelihat semua organ dan bayi-bayi kering di dalam tabung. I proudly answer, "anak kecil tidak takut."

Dan, setelah itu kami di FE Depok. Aku bertemu Jason. Apa ini keajaiban????????? Entahlah ini Jason keberapa, tapi dia memenuhi segala kriteria Jason...hm at least, two of the terms and conditions. Lucu dan pastinya, dia pintar. Di FEUI.

Hari kedua, sayang sekali dari FE ngga langsung ke Bandung, ya akhirnya hari kedua kami ke ITB. Hampir setengah dikelas ingin sekali jadi mahasiswa ITB. Guys, i know you can.
Disana kami ke FTTM dan SAPPK. Gue tidak tau mana yang lebih menarik, tapi sepertinya di SAPPK lebih oke, karena disana diajak berputar-putar ngelihat tugas-tugas kakak mahasiswa. Maket dan semacamnya. Dan itu menyenangkan.
Katanya, arsitek itu gak boleh loh bikin rumah yang membelakangi jalan. Atau bikin taman diantara rumah-rumah, karena akan berakhir jadi rumah juga. Walaupun disana sangat biasa, at least aku mengingat dua hal dari kunjunganku. Hihihihi

By the way, gue tidak pernah mengingat bahwa gue udah 17 tahun.... Gue belum bikin KTP.
Dan lagian, sepertinya mereka selalu menganggap gue 13 tahun...... Mereka selalu semena-mena ke gue..... Seperti waktu kami jalan-jalan di ciwalk, lagi nunggu bus di lobby dan tiba-tiba Ivan menyergap dari belakang... I got my scurvy bleed, and started to cry.. Bukannya cengeng, itu bener-bener sakit. Two weeks scurvy, sariawanku udah berumur 2 minggu dan itu sakit sekali.
Tiba-tiba dia ngebawa gitu aja gue, "Ayo beli es krim. Ayo dong jangan nangis... Maaf yaaaa, gue lupa." Dan gue dibeliin frozen yogurt. Diskon sesuai umur. Coba kalo gue bilang gue umur 50 tahun, pastinya akan setengah harga....Sayang sekali.

Hari terakhir.....................................aku tak mengerti kunjunganku. Kami praktik di FTTM dan mencoba mengukur sesuatu, kedalaman air atau semacamnya, tapi itu sungguhan bikin bosan. Alhasil, jadi banyak foto-foto dihasilkan.

Jam 5 kami berangkat untuk balik ke Jakarta, to be honest, i miss our second study research. That was the best trip i've ever got with them. We just complete and we were 24. Complete.

Sampai akhirnya cowok-cowok sinting di belakang melakukan hal-hal brilian seperti ini............

Mereka memang ajaib. Demi apapun, gue sayang mereka walaupun kayak begini. HAHAHAHA.

Happy Birthday!

2012-01-01T22:31:00.000+07:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, WORLD!

I wasn't exactly doing that.... tapi saat semuanya dirumah nenek memperhatikan kembang api diluar rumah, aku tetap bersama handphone-ku..... GA RELA 17 TAHUN, MAU TETEP 16, GAMAU PUNYA KTP ASLI (>>KTP palsu buat bikin SIM)

Tapi ya mau gimana lagi... I'm now 17 years old. But my soul stops growing at 16 years old!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEARLY MYSELF!

Tuhan, terima kasih untuk 17 tahun yang membahagiakan. Semoga bisa bertemu semuanya di tahun-tahun berikutnya! Amin :D:D

Old photo

2011-12-26T08:40:00.000+07:00

Nemu foto lama....classmeeting tahun lalu bareng Anubis. Jadi rindu banget...

Dimana cowok-cowok yg lagi kecapekan...itu cowok-cowok lemah lainnya cuman ngeliatin dari pinggir.....

To be a good person

2011-12-25T10:48:00.000+07:00

Oh deer, 14 days left of my precious holiday... I only opened book once since my holiday started, and it was Biology. Hehehe you know, I like Biology extremely much! That's why i don't have any other choice for my future passion beside Medicine. I do not like Physics, i will never like physics, i swear. I'm just not into physics...... i'm struggling very hard to understand physics on my last year in High School (Amen).

Last night i was chatting with my friend, ohmy God I miss my fantastic so much... it's only been a week since the last time i met them, but i already miss them like now. Oh okay, i chat with my friend.

We often talked about everything. Hmm, actually he's my closest boy-friend. Then, last night one of our insane topic was... future.

Him: to be a doctor isn't easy, right

Me: I know.. like blood, cadaver, mortuary, and you also have to strong to read the books.

Him: i dont think you have such a very strong guts...

Me: i'm growing up. step by step i will make sure myself that if i want to be a doctor, i have to be strong to face them all.

Him: What's the point to be a doctor from you actually?

Me: To help, to heal people. As many as I can.

Him: if that's so.. when you're already a doctor, you're not allowed to keep working in case to get only money.

Me: i know. Then, how about you?

Him: i'm still not sure so far. To be a good person in the future, or only to be an employee, i also can be a mean person in the future cha...

Me: There are so many ways to success. You deserve it.

Him: For example, if i'm just becoming a mean person in the future, do you still want to talk to me?

I'm actually a bit shocked with his question, like: What the pretty with him?! But, i'm proudly answer.

Me: I will! Then i will show you the way to be a good person!

Him: Hahahaha, let's see...

To be honest, i have my symphati the most on him. This can't be equal to love, right? But i really love him as my bestfriend and my brother.

You know guys, he's maybe the most introvert person in my class. Thats why i'm happy if he laughs because of me, if he just tells me his story or chat with hundreds not-important topics for hourssss. I always always pray for you, dearly bestfriend! :)

Fantastic's Awesome Photoshoot!

2011-12-18T13:28:00.000+07:00

PHOTOSHOOTS DONE! Alhamdulillah :)

Anywayyy, just want to share some photos at our awesome photosession for yearbook last friday! It was uber-awesome, uber-tiring, uber-fun, uber-unforgetable and uber-uber lainnya lagi.
Eventhough, so many problems just came right a day before the photosession day, but Alhamdulillah, the photoshoot successed.
But yeah, we came late to the meeting point, then suddenly we could not get the permission to have some shoots in the cargo places, then finally we started the photoshoots at 7 pm in Sunda Kelapa and finished at 11 pm in Taman Ismail Marzuki. Yak, sangat jauh melenceng dari rencana, kawan-kawan...

So, they're hippie team! (Deo didn't take the candid pic properly! Sorry, guys!)

And Disco team!

This is my team! 60's vintage team! <3

Too bad, i didn't have the rock-punk picture here, but i have some of their candid photoshoots.

80's rock-punk team!

Felt so strange, Andri suddenly was uber-cool... biasanya emang cool sih. Tapi! See the picture above! Andri is the one who hold the drum-stick! What the pretty. He's cool. Tika was cute too, just like harajuku girl gitu deh hahahaha, i actually cant wait for the results, but that's just means that i can't wait for the graduation. NOT AT ALL.

Ahh.. its over. Bener-bener gaksabar lihat hasil akhirnya >.< But, time, please.. walk slower. Eventhough they say, "High school never ends.." but it will be end. Sooner or later. Hiks.

Thank you Fantastic for another awesome day! <3:*{}:$

schweet birthdays

2011-12-14T08:36:00.007+07:00

Ah, I'm now on holiday. Senang sekali libur satu bulan, rasanya ingin meminang SMAN 81-ku dengan bismillah... Selamat trip observasi ya adik-adik. #TOisfun

Daaan, the day after tomorrow is the photoshoot day! Feeling super excited, but nervous. This is the moment when you're excited about the yearbook photoshoot, but don't want highschool to end. If only...

I'm just wishing that on the D-day, it won't be raining.... Amen :)

Anyway, i found these on Adore Vintage's blog, the most beautiful vintage-blog ever! i'm sooo in love with these engangement-vintage photos. Those are soooo beautiful. Jason, i'd really love to do these someday, will you? ;)

Hmm, seperti mendapat inspirasi untuk photosession lusa. We planned to take a shoot at the train railway, my team is 60's vintage theme and consist 3 girls and 3 boys. Oh no, superrr dupeeeeh excited! Hahah actually, kita juga bisa foto di tempat seperti diatas...zip zip, BUT, kurang old yah.......... dan lagipula, mau dimana juga... In such a metropolitan city like here, finding any old places except Kota Tua....

Some photos from Old City edited by Instagram. You know guys, i love Instagram, with a single touch you can get any old vintage photos. Feel proud. Hahahah Thanks for you who found instagram... >:)

Tried to have some foods in Food Adventure at Kelapa Gading Mall, tempatnya jadoel sekali>.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEARLY BELOVED ICHLASUL AMAL & NADIA IZZATI!

Stay awesome, you both! Fantastic loves you so mwaaach<3

oldies are better

2011-12-07T19:30:00.007+07:00

Just exploring the one an only google, and end up with finding out so much vintage photos. I am sooooo into vintage things and now is looking out for some inspiration for my yearbook. Yes, yearbook!!! :"(

I actually still do not have any idea for the setting, it's broken building or anything oooold, there's no such places like western or building like in the Pianist movie. But, i'm sooo loving these pics below...

The last picture is kinda simple, but i dunno why that was sooo cute. AND! I feel like i want to do a wedding picture, cos almost all the photos are the wedding pictures... hm, should i have a vintage wedding, someday? Jason? *blink*

So pretty, ryt?

First snow

2011-12-05T20:52:00.002+07:00

It's december already guys! And so so so can't believe that it is just 26 days away to 2012.......... krik kriiiik

UAS done and remedial week is coming up tomorrow, yes it's just so painful when your scores just one poin to go to the KKM. IT DOES HURT. YES. I think that i have studied really hard in my maximum effort, but yes maybe i should pray so much harder than ever. Sorry, God:(

There's a looooot things to talk actually, but i don't know where to start.

I wish Indonesia has winter too.

vintage taste

2011-11-20T20:31:00.007+07:00

I always love vintage things and everything from the past. Old thing is better!

sonia rykiel resort 2011

rebecca taylor : resort 2011

A good night story

2011-11-18T21:52:00.004+07:00

Alhamdulillah, everything turned out good these days. Family, friends, school, love.... hahaha, i'm feeling blessed. Thank you, God.

Not everything juga sih sebenernya, but we have to be grateful with everything that Allah had given to us, yes? Then, Allah will give more. :)

Anyway, i just got an idea that i think i have to write the 23 kids in the class here. Each kid, each post. Don't know why, 8 months left in the ally tower, i think i can finish the 23 posts in 8 months. Not a goodbye post of course. You know, none of this would happened if I did not get 34.80 as my result in national exams 3 years ago. None of this would happpened if I did not take International Class 3 years ago. None of this would happened if Allah did not let me in to this family or if my parents did not so much support me.

You know, peeps, high school never ends..

Dear Keenan&Daniella, your mom is really havin' soooo much fun in high school times! I have thousands story to tell to you both, sweethearts! Hahaha can't wait to meet you both! Maybe, about 8 years more? Hehehehe. And also, dear Jason. Hahaha!

Me: "how does it feel when you woke up this morning and realizing that you're officially 17 years old and having a sweet 17th on a beautiful date?"

(i changed my personal message, "Fantastic{}")

Him: "I'm feeling fantastic. Hahahaha"

Triple Eleven

2011-11-12T16:01:00.007+07:00

Hai! You know, yesterday was 11.11.11! Sebenernya bukan tanggal cakep sih, soalnya sekolah ga libur. Buuut, i've got another best thing as my high school memory yesterday.

Yap, finally kemarin ambil nilai untuk final exams pelajaran olahraga. 12 IPA 7, not International Class anymore, tampil senam aerobik loh^^

And alhamdulillah, it was our big success. The audiences sangat ramai dan merespon setiap gerakan kami, hehehehe, Pak Delfi, our teacher juga bilang kalo gerakan kami kompak, bagus, menghibur dan cakep, dan doi ketawa-ketawa setiap melihat gerakan homo cowok-cowok tim kami. Alhamdulillah yah:')

Dan foto-foto berikut adalah ketika gue melakukan kesalahan which is a fatal fault. HUAHAHAHHAHAHA

see, when everyone moves like that. I acted like i was the strongest.

AND THIS. this is embrassing, really. 4 girls started with me did the wrong move. It was because the 3 girls at the left beside me just followed gerakan gue, when i was doing the wrong move-____________- and everyone laughed. How embrassing.

Masa masa indah banget deh senam ini, hehehehe, denger riuh-riuhnya temen seangkatan di podium nontonin kami tuh rasanya "Alhamdulillah yah pada seneng sama senam kita." :')

WALAUPUN, epic fail banget dibagian pendinginan. Mana alesannya ga penting banget-_-

Astaga, bakal kangen parah masa-masa ini nih.. Kalo disuruh ulang tampil lagi, kami rela kok:)

Tq ya Geng 2! You're da BEZT! Love love banget, Arno Denni Hany Avi Asmita Deo Ivan Amal Elva Iza<3 <3 <3

Aerobic moves!

2011-11-08T21:54:00.003+07:00

Its November already! Dan waktu sungguh cepat sangat berlalu, kawan...

So manyyy things to do for the final term exams. Yep, final. Can't even believe. Berasanya baru kemarin deh diterima di SMA, dan sekarang... See, i'm now preparing for the national exam.

It's sad.

How to imagine, when i'm no longer wearing the white-grey uniform with the converse shoes, no ally tower, no papi, no classes, no beceng, no emerald, and no fantastic.. it's pathetic.

I miss my first and second years so much.

By the way, we're now, fantastic, with the reguler classes preparing for the practical exams, AEROBIC MOVES! Yeay! Its fuuun! And, our turn is this friday! Wish us luck. And this friday is a birthday of my new friend! :D

Eleven

2011-10-28T17:18:00.003+07:00

I always love eleven. Yes, eleven. 11. Firstly, it's my birthday on the first day of January. Secondly is, eleven made from two number ones, and at least for me, it means being number one between the number ones. Thirdly... i thought there's no more.

Anyway, you're schweet. <3

Quote of the day

2011-10-16T15:46:00.001+07:00

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

- Reinhold Niebuhr

Grown Up

2011-10-08T17:19:00.004+07:00

Hello, just deleted some old photos on facebook, and accidentally found this photo.

Then i was like, "WHO WAS ON THAT PHOTOS..." and myself answered, "you. 2 years ago."

Unbelievable 2 years could change something, anything, a lot.

This made me realize, really, life goes on. Agree or disagree, life rolls and you have to run with it. I never thought that my classmates now, Fantastic, will be this precious. I never thought that I would have the most amazing 3 years before I get old.

Sometimes I just don't get it, when some people complain like, "who said that high school is the happiest moment?" I DID. You will never know the meaning of "High school is the happiest thing" until you could stop complaining about it.

Why don't enjoy your high school? Neverending-homeworks, annoying teachers, fake friends, liar boyfriends, tragic love dramas, tiring examinations, crazy remedials, bad curriculum....It's really just once a life. You will never get it back.

I learned a lot.

I will never be the same like i was before.

2011-10-04T16:28:00.002+07:00

lagi butuh-butuhnya seminggu penuh untuk bermain, tertawa dan melepas penat. sehari juga gapapakok fuh....

Vintage Boom!

2011-09-22T17:29:00.002+07:00

2011-08-27T08:12:00.008+07:00

3 hari lagi lebaraaan!!! Time flies soooo fast ;(

For me, ramadhan tahun ini bener-bener paling banyak dosanya. Huhuhu, nonton konser, banyak ninggalin ngaji di 20 hari pertama, terus kebanyakan galau... Ya Allah, maafin ya Allah. Janji banget ramadhan tahun depan (insya Allah as a college girl) bakalan lebih rajin lagi. Amin :")

Lagi-lagi galau gara-gara masa depan... Gilaaak. Thinking about future is really really not that easy! Jangan sampeeee salah langkah.

I just found out about faculty of Biomedical Engineering. And i instantly search on google. Thank God we have wiki.

"Biomedical Engineering is the application of engineering principles and design concepts to medicine and biology. This field seeks to close the gap between engineering and medicine: It combines the design and problem solving skills of engineering with medical and biological sciences to improve healthcare diagnosis, monitoring and therapy."

So! We will learn all Biology (DEFINITELY!), everything about medicine and some Physics for design to improve healthcare diagnosis, monitorin and therapy. Sounds cool, rite?

After that, gue bener-bener search di google buat ini fakultas, prospek masa depan kira-kira jadi apa, berguna apa engga, and i got a conclusion that this is what everyone needs for the next 10 years. Dunia butuh yang lebih modern dan cepat untuk menyembuhkan penyakit-penyakit di dunia yang semakin kesini semakin aneh.

I think again.

A doctor told me, she's a doctor from RSCM, that in next 10 years, pendidikan kayak Nanotech, biomedical engineering or something like more in technology itu akan lebih berguna ketimbang pendidikan kedokterannya sendiri. Karena dunia ini semakin maju dan teknologi semakin berkembang.

BUUUUT, there's no faculty of biomedical science here in Indonesia.

Another problem is, i want to be a doctor. That's my goal. A paediatrician. Omg.

Anyway, gonna share some of pictures from Paramore concert (i got from some of the sources, so they're all not mine.)

Can't believe i already met them, after 4 years of waiting. And they promised to comeback. Omg, Hayley is such a veryy veryy pretty and her voice is a drug. And Taylor and Jerm are so much more handsome than i've ever thought! Concert of the year, but not promotor of the year.

Some bukber. Yang ini 2 foto dari bukber 6 angkatan KI, we handle the event and Alhamdulillah yang dateng sampe 80 orang, meant success enough. :) Senang bisa ngumpul bareng kakak2 lagiiiiiii, juga adek2 :')

Bukber with Fantastic.

Annnnd! With lovelies Karina, Raya &&& uti! wohooo, spent about 7 hours together in Grand Indonesia. FRIDAY FRIDAY ! Partyin yeah!

Happy Ied, everyoneeeeeeeee!!!! =D

tiny talks

2011-08-18T08:01:00.002+07:00

Somethings just got hard these days. I cried a lot. Maybe this is the effect of my pms, but it does hurt. Feel like no one just beside me, like no one could ever understand me. Fake smiles, fake laughs, fake happiness. Pretty sure that everyone had ever felt this way too, then it's only my turn. But, really, its painful. I feel like I've been through everything alone, and only God beside me. So sad. Hahahaha. God, gimme more strenght and i'm sure that i'm stronger than i was.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

I was born for this...

2011-08-16T20:50:00.005+07:00

Photos will explain everything, perhaps? :)

GUYYYYS! PARAMORE CONCERT IN 3 DAYS! I CANT EVEN STAND UP THIS IS SOOO BREATHTAKING AND I'M NOW SO EXCITED LIKE NEVEEEEER!!!!!

Pleasee pray for me prayyy for me! I really want to meet Hayley, talk to Hayley, give my letter and hug her! Please pray for me! Wish me luuuck! I won't lose the chance anymore like 2 years ago :"(

unreplaceable

2011-07-24T12:40:00.008+07:00

Haiiiiii! It's really been long time since my long hiatus! Ahahahaha 2 weeks of being 12 grader.... feeling awesome. Yeah! I'm getting closer to the future! Now I'm running with full spirit with my, yes again, lovely classmates, Fantastic to face the national exams and SNMPTN! :)

Anyway, lot of things happened! Tapi yang paling penting unyunyunyunyu, adik angkatan 6 loecoe-loecoe banget :* :* :* AHAHAHA masa kata Miss Aci, guru kimia kita yang paling imoetz ga ga ga kuad, pas lagi ngajar mereka, doi ingetnya sama kita, anak2 angkatan 6 :")

Masa ya agak iri-iri gitu waktu awal2 baru naik kelas kan anak reguler pada heboh kelas baru....sedangkan anak KI kan, yaaahh 3 tahun sekelasnya sama sama itu aja.....ya jadi kita sok-sok heboh, "YA AMPUUUUUN GA NYANGKA KITA SEKELAS LAGIIIII, 3 TAHUN LOH..." dengan wajah penuh keharuan dan air mata bahagia. Gadeng, canda.

Tapi waktu gue ngomong gitu ke andri, "ANDRIII KITA SEKELAS LAGI, GA NYANGKAAA" dia menjawab dengan muka datar: "hah? gue sih udah nyangka dari awal...."

Ya sebenernya gue juga udah nyangka, bakal sekelas 3 tahun...yang ga disangka-sangkanya itu ya udah secepat ini aja...kayaknya baru kemarin deh kita kayak gini ==

Eh sumpfah itu gue agak iyuh dan bahagia wakakaka iyuh kok dulu bocah bet yak mana mata cina banget gitu ga keliatan sama sekali cuman segaris-_- bahagianya melihat dulu bener2 masih nyatu banget, sekarang udah kepisah2 sih ceweknya T__T

Daaaaan sampai akhirnya kita menginjakkan kaki kita di kelas 12 KI yang rasanya kok jauh banget yang dari tangga-_- Tapi belom ada foto officialnya nih.....besok deh ya foto-foto dulu...

Entah kenapa selalu ingin tertawa lihat foto diatas....hahahaha itu jaman2nya kelas 10 dan 81 banjir mulu...terus semuanya pada bawa payung, pas lagi gaada guru kita keluar2 kelas terus curhat di bawah payung kayak gitu.......gaada obat deh.

Dan foto ini.....huaahahaha study research pertama mau ke Bogor yang lawagh....udah berasa mau pulang kampung. Lihatlah barang2 bawaan kami T__T

But, wherever we are, we're always in spirit! Biarpun berjuta2 kali di php-in...yang ke Singapore, Bali, Kediri...berakhir di Bogor.

Huwe, terlalu banyak putu-putu untuk di ceritakan disitu. kok malah jadi flashback geneee? Still a year left :')

another crush

2011-07-04T18:18:00.005+07:00

Ryan Dawson, Jack Barrakat, Alex Gaskarth and Zachary Merrick.

Then I love Zach the most! <3

So, they're All Time Low! Honestly, I've already known this band since 2009, when i started to love Cobra Starship, and i also help the indonesian fanbase, @ATL_Indonesia to trend #IndonesiawantsATL on twitter for months. Then, om Adrie Subono made our dream come true!

Finally, August 4 2010, they came to Indonesia. But too bad, I've already bought the ticket, but too bad, something really bad happened. My seniors in my school passed away that night, so i can't really go. I'm not actually regretting this, i didn't go because of something really important. and that moment, i'm not as crazy as now liking All Time Low this much!

Now, i've already bought the ticket for their show on October 6, 2011! I really wont miss it anymore! Oh Gosh, how can i'm not loving them? hahahaha so, its Paramore and All Time Low <3 <3 <3 <3

Anyway, it is 46 days to go for Paramore concert in Jakarta! hahaha i can't wait any longer! But, really i miss the farro brothers now :'(

PS: remember this post? I told you that I'll take driving course, exercise in gym, and learn photography, i really did those things! hahaha now, i'm on my way for driving course. err, day one is such a blast! I love driving huahahaha I wish I will really have Yellow Honda Jazz soon! AMIN!

dilemma

2011-06-25T09:11:00.002+07:00

I dont know this is happening for many times...but, again, i'm thinking too hard for my future.

My dream job since i was kid, in kindergarten..is always to be a doctor, a paeditrician. We all know that the school fee for medical is really expensive, but i also have a dream to study abroad. It's not about i dont want to take college here, but i want to prove my dream.

Last time i visited singapore, i went to NUHS, right...and really, how big my dream is to take college in germany, at last, i instantly fallen in love with NUHS. Why it has to be really cool? hahahaha

and once again, the problem is....the school fee is too expensive there, whereas in germany, its not as expensive as in singapore.

why does medical school need lots of money than any other faculty? oh yeah, i know the answer.

why does medical school really take a lot of times to accomplish the undergraduate years? i also know the answer, perhaps.

why is future so confusing?

yes, now i just have to think about how i finish my last year in high school. to make it really unforgettable and best for the future. but, still...it's a dilemma. should i take a scholarship, but i'm not really sure about it.

God, gimme the best. :__(

Fantasic's: Day Six

2011-06-24T14:19:00.007+07:00

So, our last day in Singapore. I felt desperately sad that day, really, I'm so gonna rewind the time laaa-_-

We visited Singapore Discovery Centre, went to a mosque in Jurong for friday praying and...yeah finally, go back to Changi. It's now exactly a week ago.

Thank you so much for the lovely and unforgettable 6 days, Fantastic. I'm even more in love with you guys, i wish we could be together forever, having some good times til we get old, okay itu lebay. Semoga aja our last study research, i wish it would be in Bunaken or Lombok, bakal akan menjadi as unforgattable as the singapore trip! Amen!

fantastic's: Day Five

2011-06-20T15:01:00.006+07:00

Hai, again^^ I'm still blogging now, hahaha i have another story to tell about, but i wanna finish the singapore stories first,hehehe. so the fifth day, we just visited...ah forget the school name, but wooow. Is that really a school???? Indeed cool.

Back from the school, we went to IMM mall, another one hour to shop, haha i found some things for my mom and my sisters, my......nephew >///< then we went to Science Centre!!!

Then, we had our lunch at the science centre garden....i met this adorable kid..named Emily!!!!! She really played with meeee! OMG! "what's your name?" "Emilyyyy!" then when i asked her younger brother, "whats your name?" "i dont have any name!" "he? really? so where do you come from?" "i do not come from any where!"..............he's also handsome loh. but when i really want to take a pic with him, he was always running away. :"(

No, the red kid isn't Emily's handsome brother, but the one who was standing behind emily is. Hahaha i really played with emily, play hide and seek hahahaha, so happy.

Science centre was fun, so far! hahaha but, not as fun as Singapore barrage when we play the kite flying! hahahahaha, we had dinner near the science centre and the day ended at 8 pm, the bus took us to the dorm, to pack our suitcases! hah...time flies so fast.

fantastic's: Day Four

2011-06-20T14:27:00.007+07:00

Hahaha hello, I'm still blogging and keep tweeting. Oh really, I wanna win the ticket. Bless me!!!

So, the fourth day! Hahaha crazy, insane, and the most tiring day, ever! We called it, "Food Amazing Trail." we were really travelling around the Singapore, i mean, not all regions of Singapore.

The routes were only Joo Chiat road, little India, Lou Pa Sat, China Town..and i forgot the rests. But, it was fun! uber fun! We ate a lot! Haahaha, my favorite was bubur kacang.

My team didn't win the game, but we were the fastest team. hahaha, our motto was: "winning isn't important, but eating is." we have our big baby, Rio. i think you guys can guess which one is Rio from my pictures above, hehehehe.

My favorite part was in MRT Train, we just almost reach the place, so we prepared infront of the door. But, Rio was still sit, i told him, "hey, we gotta go now!" he just gave me his flat expression, turn his head, and pretending to sleep. -____- hahahaha

And also the review paper, we have to write the review about the foods we bought and i clearly remember, Noel wrote on the paper like: "the chicken was fried with perfection in it." or something like, "the soup and noodles have smooth texture which made in heaven." Hahahaha its so lebay, kawan-kawan!

Then the picture above was our photo in MRT when we headed to Orchard road, hahaha finally! Shopping! We also went to Mustafa to buy some chocolates hahaha, cause the end point is at Mustafa Mall. Anyway, I've bought a really cute pair of Nike Air at orchard hahaha, finally! Oh, dear. i desperately miss singapore now, also with fantastic.

Fantastic's: Day Three

2011-06-20T11:39:00.006+07:00

Guys, pray for me to win the Meet&Greet Tickets with Paramore. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Then, these pictures are from the third day in NUS, NTU and East Coast Beach.

The 4-lens photo was taken from Avi's lomo. All the pictures are so so so cute! I've got some unyu pictures with them hahahaha, i think i need to have one lomo. Nooo! I have to buy myself polaroid first!!!!

The last picture is belonging to our bestfriend, Asmita who had the 17th birthday on our last day in Singapore. We made a lot of videos for her on youtube. Happy birthday, Asmita!

Fantastic's: Day Two

2011-06-18T15:00:00.007+07:00

So, the second day! This day destination were only Zhicheng Private School and Singapore Barrage. We met some indonesian students and local teachers. OMG, the teachers were so nice to us! Especially Ming, he finally became our tour guide for 3 days. He was extremely nice! And funny!

It was really my first time playing kite flying. AND I FEEL LIKE REBORN! OHHHHH SO, ITS KITE FLYING! So fun!!!!!

Me: I need water. wateerrrr! *ran into the tap water*

Ming: We have to go back at 6.35 pm, okay? Dinner. Dinner.

Me: okay...okay...i am so tired now...

Ming: ohyeah, i know. your face really shows it....*then he laughed, the boys really love his laugh*

I kinda love this photo below, hehehe, taken from Avi's lomo. I actually didn't realize if Avi took it, but when i saw this........er, are we cute? wakakaka, he's my best friend Denni.

Fantastic's: Day One

2011-06-18T12:52:00.007+07:00

So, haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! I'm back! Back from the most fantastic 6 days with Fantastic, my classmates. Oh, why oh why times flies so fast when we really enjoy it? Tired, but perfectly happy. I wish I could have more time to enjoy our togetherness.

Anyway, I felt so proud, I was riding the battlestar galactica for 5 times. Once again, 5 times. HAHAHAHA I played the blue one for 2x and the red one for 3x. Then, yeah, as all my friends expected... I got sick.

I really had, extremely had so much fun there. Hahaha, God, I truly have the best thing in the world: fantastic. I know how it feels, "masa SMA itu adalah yang paling menyenangkan." I wish nothing, but the best for us.

Anyway, I really ride the Mummy and battle star galactica with my classmates, hahaha, it was uberfun. Mereka sama sekali ga teriak waktu naik yang kedua, ketiga, keempat dan kesekian kalinya.......malah waktu gue teriak sekenceng-kencengnya...like: "AAAAAAAAAAAA" mereka hanya: "ada awan." dengan flat expression. Padahal pas naik yang biru itu, yah, lumayan, di balik kaya sate gitu.

Kaka plays PES too.

2011-06-11T07:50:00.004+07:00

Nah, this is what I really want during the exam month. Wake up in the morning, lay in the bed, go to bathroom not for take a bath, then make a glass of cold milk, then playing internet...no study, no past paper. Oh, perfect. Hahahaha.

My mom is coming home tomorrow from bangkok...yeay! But................I'm leaving tomorrow morning at 6.20 am, (morning flight AND I have to wake up at 3 am) then my mom's flight is at night. 10 days without mommy :__(

Yep, I'm going somewhere for holiday tomorrow for a week. Such a blast!

And you know, with my classmates!

This is the first time we go out of the Java Island....because our last study research were only in Bogor & Bandung. But, they're just such unforgettable moments.

But too bad, only 17 students are going, the rests are...............they don't want to be with us.

Oh, of course not. They have others plan during the holiday. Hiks.

Welcome, Holiday! Welcome, happiness! Have a blast holiday, guys!

Monsterrrr!

2011-06-09T07:02:00.008+07:00

HAAAAAAAAI! Good morning! HAIIIIIIIII :)

I'm feeling so...reborn. Yeah! CAMBRIDGE EXAMS ARE OVER! Over. Over! Overrrr!! YIHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! And we are happily welcoming the grade 12! Hello!

And I'm feeling like......right now!

No more Cambridge, no more A-level, no more pastpapers. Oh I'm feeling like a G6 babeeee! HAHAHA Time for fun! FUN! FUN! FUN!

But, really, I hate it when I save A LOT of plans to do after exams, but when the exams finished, I forgot ALL the plans. So, here is the list 'MUST-TO-DO-DURING-THE-HOLIDAY'.

Driving car. Take a course! Really, this is a must.
Learn cooking. Hahahahaha. You know, I have to learn to cook some easy foods.
Learn about photography.
Er...shopping? :p
Exercise! Diet! Go go go!

Anyway, sunday is coming! I'm going somewhere with my classmates for a week this sunday. Its gonna be blast! So sure! Holiday, holiday, holidayyyy...come on, come faster!

How to please Nerissa....

2011-06-06T06:37:00.009+07:00

Oh. I found these. Babies. Really, these are another needs.

My midyear, full-year resolution....

Truly I want them all. Can I? Hahahahahaha. Anyway, can I find the Toy Story Nike SB in Singapore?

Chocolate milk

2011-06-04T06:58:00.003+07:00

So, I'm gonna make some Junewishes, this is a mid-year wishes, oh I know its 2 days late, but I don't care.

Pray. More dicipline about pray. 5 times on a day. Tahajud & Dhuha. Also read Al-Quran.
Driving. Harus udah bisa nyetir mobil, biar kemana-mana ga ngerepotin mama.
Forget lazyness! It's a year left for the future. Or you want to regret at the end? You havent make your parent proud of yours!
Don't think about anything related to love. No more galau. Inget Jason, inget Jason. Jason's waiting for you in Germany!
Enjoy my last year in high school with a very, very, wide smile & full of unforgettable moments.
Future, family, friends and best friends are everything and much more important than anything.
Jason. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, nama Jason keluar begitu saja saat lagi main-main di mobil menentukan nama calon suami bareng Avi & Asmita.

Gue: Eh eh entar nama suami gue Jason!

Avi: gue bobby!

Asmita: gue ardiansyah syahputra!

Such a...high school life.

I wonder if it really become true? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"But, I let my heart go. It's somewhere down at the bottom and I'll get a new one.

Come back for the hope that you've stolen."

Paramore, Monster

"The best way to cheer yourself up is to try cheer somebody else up."

@Islamicthinking

"When you have God, you have everthing. Don't ever worry."

@TumblrSays

minyak goreng

2011-06-03T09:32:00.006+07:00

Hai! Another day to not coming to school ^^

Yesterday was the chemistry exam and I felt so....empty. Hampa sekali semuanya. Abstrak seabstrak-abstraknya soal ya chemistry paper one. Oh, semoga Allah mengampuni para pembuat soal.

Akhirnya hari ini ga masuk sekolahhhh, dengan alasan badan sedang tidak memungkinkan untuk datang ke sekolah disebabkan oleh sakit...................sakit hati. Karena kimia.

Dan tadi gue buka kaskus! Dan nemu thread orang jualan komik Sailor Moon! Komik langka banget itu ya......nyari dimana-mana ga ketemu, pameran buku mana aja, Senen juga.......

TADAAAAAAAAAAAH! Terus banyak lagi komik-komik jadul yang dijual, such as: Dr Rin (THIS IS IT! KYAAA), W Pinch, Cardcaptor Sakura (OHHHH HELLYEAH), Happy Couple, dan Alice Academyyy, tapi masih banyak lagi. Gileee rasanya pingin banget beli semuanya, tapi apa dikata duit ga cukup gara-gara mobil masuk bengkel-_-

Dan tadi tiba-tiba Adro sms, "Cha, mau nonton Arsenal di Malaysia gak?" dan ngasih link ini. Yang pas di click, keluarnya:

OH.... Rasanya pingin banget ngeclick... "BUY TICKET"

OH NO. GUE BANYAK BANGET MAUNYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gak boleh gitu cha. 2 Papers to go dan abis itu langsung main-main bareng sekelas! Wohoo~~~~~~

Is this really in 3D?

2011-06-01T07:39:00.001+07:00

I've just watched this trailer, I know its so late. But, oh really... beneran merinding yo nontonnya.

Tapi...kalo bener-bener ini 3D...Are you crazyyyyy? NAGINI IS STILL ALIVE AND I CRIED SO MUCH WHEN WATCHING THE PART ONE BECAUSE OF NAGINI!!!!

How could it be in 3D???? But, I can't hardly wait for July 15!

The Pretty Saddest Day

2011-05-31T13:46:00.008+07:00

I really met the saddest day EVER, really, in my life. Ini mungkin agak lebay, but it was too sad.

It all started from the idea of The Final Champion League between Barcelona FC & Manchester United. Nah, as we really know it......Barca won the match. FUFUFUFUFU I TOLD YAAA! BARCELONA IS THE BEST FOOTBALL TEAM, EVER! HAHAHAHA HAHA---NO, I'M ACTUALLY A GOONER. Also a Real Madrid's fan. The lifetime's rival of Barcelona. But, I support both team. Hahahaha.

So, me and my pals decided to watch The Champion League Final together in Burger&Grill. Then, I asked my sister to lend me her car, ah...of course, my friend was the one who ride it in case of I can't. Tapi, waktu Yolan lagi ngeluarin mobil dari garasi rumahku........Yolan nyerempet pagar dan.........brak! Mobilnya gasrek-gasrek gitu. Oh, entah namanya apa. Ya, tentu saja kami panik. Gausah ditanya. Baru ngeluarin mobilnya aja udah begitu.

Then, we came to my sister and promise her we'll go to car-service to repair her car.

Yaudah deh, ke rumah Adro kan, disana bener-bener coba supaya bekas nyerempetnya ilang. Di gosok-gosok gitu pake minyak kayu putih, eh hilang kan. Udah lumayan lega. Agak lupa.

Jam 10-an gitu waktu semuaya udah ngumpul, Asmita, Amal, Deni & Arno, kita berangkat ke Burger&Grill dan menunggu sampe jam 2-an. Agak lama memang. -_-

To waste our time, we just studied Chemistry Past Paper, it felt really good......lie. Of course not, we played a lot of games. Mostly card, capsa, tepok nyamuk, empat satu, entah apa lagi.

If you guys notice the cards.....It's disney princess!

To make the story shorter, finally it was already 1.30 PM and the resto was really crowded. Kebanyakan fans-nya MU, bahkan diantara kami bertujuh, cuma gue & Amal yang megang Barca. Dan, sungguhan deh, itu bener-bener satu dari 90++ menit menegangkan dalam 16 tahun gue. Apalagi waktu score-nya 1-1. Udah serem kesusul aja deh itu.

But, truly, Barca played really well. Great. Too great. Perfect. Indescribable. They're too awesome. Messi, Villa, and the rest are too perfect. They play really well. I was too happy when watched them til I forget everything, including the broken car. Visca El BARCA!

It was 4 AM and we decided to go home. Hapiness everywhere. Girls stayed til 5.20 am in Adro's house, dan setelah itu kita langsung pulang. Eeh...pas lagi belok di gang rumah gue, nyerempet tembok. Ha ha ha ha........miris banget.

Gue udah hampir nangis, ga berani turun & ngeliat, akhirnya kita udah lemes balik lagi ke rumah Adro. Panik, lemes, takut, nyesel, sedih campur aduk jadi satu. Belom tidur juga, belom mandi, belom makan. Akhirnya diputuskan kita bakal cari bengkel jam 8, sedangkan saat itu masih jam 6. 2 jam penuh kegalauan......eh gue ketiduran sampe jam 7 dibangunkan oleh alarm mobil Adro yang nyala gara-gara kena bola basket.

We ate breakfast dan...tiba-tiba MNCTv nyiarin Biskuat Juara! HELLYEAH IT'S CESC FABREGAS! Bener-bener loh...pemenangnya ketemu Fabregas. AAAAAAAAAA CURANG!!! :""""( Ga lama setelah itu, kita berangkat cari bengkel. Adro yang bawa karena Yolan ga berani lagi. Jazzy Whitey is so dangerous for both of us now. Penuh kegalauan kita ke bengkel Pigeot, eh tutup. Bengkel honda juga. Final destination: SENEN.

Berangkatlah kita ke Senen, wowowowow ini bener-bener kece banget. Terus ke Atrium Mall naik bajaj buat ambil uang, terus balik lagi, nungguin mobilnya di benerin dari jam 10 sampe jam setengah 5. 6 hours and 30 minutes! HAHAHAHAHA gue sampe nangis saking capeknya...padahal pertamanya kita masih happy-happy, cengengesan kaya bocil bocil gitu, terus foto-foto dipinggir jalan berasa berpetualang.

Dan petualangan seharian penuh tanpa mandi, tanpa tidur, tanpa makan siang berakhir dengan sangat.....melegakan. The end.

"Sooner or later, we will laugh for THIS thing that happened to us. Experince is the best teacher."

Pokoknya, VISCA EL BARCA! Woo-hooo! 12 days to go for the holiday. Feeling so excited!

ParaMonster

2011-05-31T11:40:00.002+07:00

Hell yeah! Keep calm & wait until June 3rd for the full song. B)

Chokechain

2011-05-23T19:16:00.003+07:00

3 Papers left, but I feel like I already finished my exams. B)

I was just thinking the flashback and I really miss the old moments. Hahaha and I smiled like..."oh, well..that was quite cute." HAHAHHAHA

One of my favorite conversation was...

Me: I've fallen down 4 times.

Him: So?

Me: Help me!

Him: I walk in front of you, if you need a help, I'll come.

Me: Hhh, okay. (10 minutes later...then I feel down for the 5th times)

Him: *rolling eyes* oh you, kid, come and take my hand.

Or this one. Hahahaha. He sat on my chair at that time while eating a cheese bread.

Me: Goooo awaaay.

Him: *he kept eating*

Me: Oh come on..

Him: You should try this. *feed me with the bread*

Me: *hahaha I was actually shocked*

Him: taste good?

Me: Yeah... thanks.

Him: okay.

The drama's time!

Him: Who's gonna watch our drama? 10 graders too?

Me: Dunno.

Him: Aaa, what if the 10 graders come???

Me: Then what? Its good!

Him: Nooo.

Me: Why? Is there your crush at one of the 10 graders??

A friend heard our talks and said: Hahahaha, don't be jealous.

Me: Yes, I am! *hahahaha I was too tired at that time*

Him: Sorry....its nothing & there's no one.

And also thisssss..... I was trying to put a pin on his costumes...

Me: *so serious*

Him: Hmm..be careful.

Me: What? It won't stab your skin. I'll be careful.

Him: No.. I mean, be careful, it could stab your skin...

Whereas 15 minutes before, he just told my friend to be careful and not to stab him with the pin.

Err, hahahaha this is so different now, after we got into a...misunderstood times. It's a bit sad....But, its okay, hahahaha, its good that we're cool now.

I am a girl and I expect.

2011-05-21T07:53:00.003+07:00

I'm a girl and I stalk.

I love wearing skirt the days. AAAA WHY DOES PLEAT SKIRT HAS TO BE SO CUTEEEE?!

LUCUUUU BANGET ITU ROKNYAAA UUU GEMES MAU BELANJAAAA!!!

4 papers to go for As Level, after thattt we'll get some holidaaaay! Can't wait for June 12 with Fantastic <3 <3

PS: Thank you, you. :)

Bad Reputation

2011-05-20T16:26:00.005+07:00

I don't know what is really going on these days, perhaps I've done something wrong to you or anything bad..I am sorry.

I know, "Time flies, people change and nothing last forever." But, you are my bestfriend. I miss the old us. Sorry. Hahahahahhaha :'(

Song of the day: Let This Go-Paramore

After 4 years of waiting: Avril Lavigne

2011-05-19T06:57:00.006+07:00

You know guys, Avril Lavigne is really the singer who I've been always waiting for since 4 years ago. Then finally she came to Jakarta!!!!!!! May 11, 2011!

All pictures from lintascafe.com

"HI JEKARRRDAAAAAA!" The way Avril talked was so so so cute. Hellyeah Imma a black star!

PS: Thing I deeply remembered from her, "For the guys out there, stop standing there! Do something." HAHAHAHAHA You really know my heart <3

This is the one (y)

2011-05-18T20:07:00.004+07:00

Just had a crazy night having a crazy chat with my best man. Best friend.

A as him and E as me.

E: Hai!!!

A: Hai. Apaansih?

E: Gapapa. Lagi hepi aja^^

A: Tau tau lagi hepi. Kenapasih?

E: Gapapa....

A: Apaansih ca...

(Gue gakbales, ngilang bentar)

A: Oi, masih idup gak lu?

E: Kenapa? Kangen? >.<

A: Ih..geli...

E: kok nyolot sih!!

A: Gak belajar lo? Malah online aja....

E: udah tadi...suntuk banget huffft

A: Mainlah, biar gak suntuk.

E: Main apa?

A: Main cowok...

E: HAH!!! GAKBOLEEEEH!

A: Kenapa?

E: Gak boleh!!!

A: Gak boleh apa gak bisa?

E: Both...

A: HAHAHAH COBA DONGGG

E: NO! gakboleh!

A: Kenapaaa?

E: Karena lo cowok...masa lo main cowok sih...

A: Ya kalo gue main cewek lah

E: Apaansih, sok-sokan banget. Punya pacar aja belom.

A: Behhhh bisa gempar dua dunia, lagian kalo pacaran nanti gue gak bisa main cewek lagi.

E: Lo main cewek darimana, orang lo cold-cold dingin gitu sama cewek...

A: Behhh lu gatau aja!

E: Main cewek tuh not-so-you banget. Lagian perasaan tuh is not a thing to play with loh!!

A: Iya cantik.........

(Seriously I was wordless here dan serem juga-_-)

E:-_- SEREM LU

A: Ada yang salah??

E: LU. SEREM.

A: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

E: Itu maksut lo main cewek? -_-

A: BAHAHAHA gue gombalin dikit aja takut, bocah...bocah...

E: kok ketawanya gitusih...

A: KOCAKKK

E: IHHHH, udeh ah gue ngantuk.....

A: lagian bocah jam segini belom tidur

E: kok nyolot...taudeh yg udah 17tahun

A: Tuh tau... udah sana bobo nanti dimarahin mama...

E: -_______________-

OMG He's truly my bestfriend! Beneran sayang pol deh sama dia hahahahahahaha bedewe, doi belom punya pacar, ganteng loh, ada yang berminat? Ping me! Tapi dia nakal, suka iseng gitu, hufff, tapi kocak. kalo chat sama dia gaada abisnya. Lawak mulu. Suka sok gede, cuh..kalo di bilang lo ganteng, jawabannya "Yaiyalah!!!" -_--" OH OKEDEH BYE BYE MAU BOBO

2011-05-05T17:54:00.001+07:00

All this talking to you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head

All this thinking of you
Is that what you do onto
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all the time

Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just show how much I'm in it
So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

You're just standing by
You're just wasting time
Why don't you just tell me the truth about me and you
And as the time goes by
I hope you realize
If you ask me to
I just might be with you

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just to show how much I'm in it
So open up your heart

Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

Stop Standing there, standing there
And stop acting like you don't care
And stop being scared, being scared
Stop acting like you don't care..

So, don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just to show how much I'm in it
So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am

So, don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I cannot wait to see your face
Just to show how much I'm in it
Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I could show you who I am ..

IT'S PARAMORE GUYS!!!!

2011-05-02T16:34:00.005+07:00

SO STOKED!!!!!!!!!!! PARAMORE WILL BE COMING TO INDONESIA ON AUGUST 19, 2011!

THIS IS SOMETHING WE CALL IT, "IT'S WORTH FIGHTING FOR..."

I've been waiting for....hem...since 2007..so, it's 1,2,3,4! 4 YEARS! I've been waiting for 4 years, with my bestfriend, Odi. Then, TADA! OhGod, please.....tag me the ticket, please. Jakarta, or even Bali....AMIN YA ALLAH :'''>

Thankyou the promotor, Showmaxx, for bring Paramore here! Parawhores rule!!!

God knows that the world doesn't need another band. <3 <3 <3 <3

Royal Drama

2011-04-30T14:43:00.011+07:00

RAMAYANA IS DONE!!!

OMG I was totally so excited!!!! So did my classmates! Our drama was epic and successed! Soooo stoked :'>

2 months++ of preparation and a really struggle did bring us to...a happiness.

Seneng banget drama bener-bener bikin kelas jadi kompak. Thank God, Alhamdulillah :)

Thank you for you ALL who did watch us last wednesday. I am really grateful, really. Thank you.

I was the backing songs and costumes coordinator of the drama. I felt proud of my classmates. Alhamdulillah. This is probably my first and last time at workin' out for a drama. Hahaha, ah guys, I love you guys even more, Fantastic :'''''')

My favorite part from the whole drama was, of course, our best actor's part.

Rio as Rahwana, Arno as Indrajit, Noel as Kumbakarna and Denni as Hanoman. This is epic.

...(referring to this post)

Noel: "Kamu tidak perlu tau darimana aku tau, yang penting aku tau darimana aku tau." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA waktu ngurusin backing songs di backstage tuh rasanya gakuat banget ngakak mulu nontonin mereka, padahal udah sering banget liat pas latihan.

Terus pas bagian, "Jam berapa kejadiannya?!" "Jam 5 sore!!" "Apa?? Ini jam 2 pagi?!!" dan Arno bilang: "Aku tidak punya jam, Bapak....." Itu kocak parah. I was so grateful for the great responses from the audiences. They laughed and they foccused to the drama. Thank you so much :)

Setelah drama, we were really satisfied with our work hard, itu bener-bener capek banget. Then, we went to Adro's house to eat pizza. Demi deh, kaya bukan lagi sama fantastic, di rumah adro, nonton Spongebob yang udah beratus juta kali di ulang, tapi kita semua diem, fokus sama TV. "Hello, ini kenapa anteng banget?" Dan...ga ada yang nyautin.

Tiba-tiba Rio bilang, "give us some applauses for drama's sake."

Setelah less than 2 weeks pulang malem, ngurus sana-sini, its finally ended. And now, I really miss those times. Hahahahaha~~

Thank you, Fantastic for the best team-work, for the great-show, for the last 2 months of preparation. Now, we are really facing our exams, A&As Level. Bismillah! YES WE CAN!

PS: Congratulations for Prince William & Princess Kate. Both of you are so gorgeous at the Royal Wedding. Live happily ever after! <3

KAKA

2011-04-22T08:48:00.014+07:00

Second post of the day, sebenernya sih cuma pingin bikin The Epic One agak kebawahan, biar engga jadi yang paling atas^^v

So, feliz cumpleaños Ricardo Izecson Dos Santos Leite aka KAKA

My first favorite football player since I was 11. Yep, I did in love with him when I was watching World Cup 2006. He played perfect, eventough Brazil did not win the game. But, he played perfect. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE COOLEST GUY ON EARTH, KAKA <3

Anyway, I'm currently in love with football. Nonton bola maksutnya. Semuanya berawal dari naksir seseorang (kocur) yang suka sama Arsenal, end up with sooo curious sama Arsenal dan mencoba nonton Barclay Premier League pas banget Arsenal lagi main lawan...lawan...apa gitu waktu itu, tapi seri T-T dan gue merasa....kokseru? Biasanya gue cuma akan rela-rela bangun pagi nonton bola kalo ada Die Mannschaft atau Brazil yang main. Finally, end up with madly in love with Arsenal, Real Madrid, Barcelona and also Liverpool.

The 9 coolest player on the football yield, depends on ME.

1. Of course, KAKA

2. Thomas Muller

3. Robin Van Persie

4. Manuel Neuer

5. Iker Casillas

6. Lionel Messi

7. Samir Nasri

8. Aaron Ramsey <3 <3 <3

9. Park Jisung

Yep, that's all. Ah, I think I'm now having a backache. Smell ya later! Sniff sniff ~~!

The Epic One

2011-04-22T08:10:00.004+07:00

This is probably the weirdest thing I want to write.

I'm having my last 2 years of senior high school now, but my 11th year is almost finished. I feel so so so....epic. Pathetic Echa. But, I just want to tell someone, someone who has been takin' care of me these days, thank you. For makin' me feel so special and makin' me feel so pathetic, at the same time.

Is this love? I don't know.

You've been always there with me for years, so, you probably are my habit. You know, when you usually see something, then when suddenly you miss a day and do not see it, you feel so weird. Because, it is your habit. And I feel like that too.

When the friends told me that I am the one who you believe and take care of, those words were playing in my brain all day. Flashback happened and I felt I was on a drama, or we call it, sinetron. That is not so me. So, I left my toughts in my pocket-_-

If its your manner, stop it. Or you'll make people missunderstand with you.

If you do not mean it, stop it. Or people will think that you mean it.

If you lie, just be honest. Please, don't be as confusing as now. So epic.

Eventough you are epic, I'm happy enough to be a friend of The Epic One. v(ˇ▼ˇ)v(•ˆ⌣ˆ•)

Did Fun

2011-04-19T15:30:00.010+07:00

Yesterday was effin' fun! I did fun in Dufan with my Family. Hahaha ngegaul di Dufan bareng keluarga ternyata seru juga, apalagi sekalian bolos sekolah hahaha

Yep, seperti biasa anak KI tetap masuk (siang) walaupun kelas 12 lagi UN. PPYY FAGGG! Astagfirullah..

Daaaaan, gue naik tornado! Akhirnya naik tornado. It was so...epic.

Lihat itu yang pake kerudung pink....itu baru mulai, tampang udah asem aja kaya mangga belom mateng. Gila, lebih deg-degan dari main Hollywood Tower di Disneyland.

PUAHAHAHA liat itu, samping kanan gue sampe nengok, dan adek gue yang di sebelah kiri gue malah ketawa-ketawa. Kata dia, "naik tornado sama mba echa bukannya takut malah pingin ketawa mulu." Mana tampang gue lagi kaya gitu. Bocah abis. Itu gue bener-bener yang teriak, "OM UDAH OOOM AMPUUUN HUHUHUHU" tapi kalo inget.....jadi agak malu. Sampe yang disebelah gue nengok gitu T_T

Kalo ketahuan sama Andri sama Djati gue bisa di olok-olok. Jadi nanti kalo ke dufan sekelas dan naik tornado, gaboleh nangis lagi!!!

By the way, kemarin juga coba naik Hysteria...dan biasa. Lumayan sih cari angin diatas, adem banget pas diangkat ke atas. Coba dibuat lebih tinggi lagi, waktu itu sempet main yang 1000 M di Disneyland Aneihem dan itu bener bener insane, tinggi banget. But, it was fun so far :D

Mama & Bapakku yang sekarang gendut <3 Tampangnya ga ngenakin banget sebenernya itu HAHAHAA peace, dad ^^v

P.S: H-8 for Fantastic's drama. OH COSTUMES, Y U NO COME BY YOURSELF TO ME??? Wish us luckkkk, everybodeeeh! :)

Drama H-10

2011-04-17T08:09:00.011+07:00

Oh hello, Weekend! H-1 untuk kakak2 '12 Ujian Nasionalnya. H-gatau untuk Fantastic A-Levelnya. Hhhh, keasikan drama jadi lupa As-Level -_-

OH ya ampun, kemarin itu hari yang menyenangkaaaan sekali. Bener-bener seharian penuh di rumah Adro bareng anak-anak Fantastic. Senaaaaang sekali :"D

Kita foto-foto buat poster drama, ya kebiasaan orang lokal disuruh dateng jam 9 yaa ngaret-ngaret sampe jam setengah 11-_- Prediksi bakal selesai jam 12, EH jam setengah 4 baru kelar.

But, we had so muccch fun! <3

Aku bantuin Uli make up-in para tokoh loh! Yang cowok-cowok pertamanya pada agak cemas gitu, gue bener bisa make up-in ga. Gue juga sih, abis ini debut gue make up-in orang!!! Eng ing engggg, ternyata hasilnya ga jelek-jelek amat HOHOHO~~ Kerasa capeknya sih soalnya kan harus make up-in rada banyak anak-anak tuh, mana belom sarapan, perut udah kukuruyuk. Tapi, seru banget!!!

Tika dengan Edward Cullen KW 1

haha HAHA HAHA HAHAHAHAHAHA ARNO LUCU BANGETTTTTT. Ga berhenti ketawa deh pas lagi mau dandanin dia, udah gitu dia nurut-nurut aja lagi HAHAHAHAHA lucu bangettt :3

Paling seru waktu dandanin Denni, aku kaya ngelukis gitu di mukanya dia PUAHAHAHA tapi agak geli gitu ngeliat alis matanya, bulu kumis sama jenggotnya. Lebat banget kaya blackforest. Dia memang monyet sejati (perannya). Tapi pas lagi di dandanin, dia malah ngeluh, "ih echaaa, kenapa harus jadi monyet sih gue, gue gasukaaa." Cih, padahal pas lagi akting dia semangat banget dan gatau malu gitu aktingnya loncat kesana kemari kaya kutu loncat-_-

Ini Avi yang dandanin Djati, dia tokohnya monyet juga, monyet nakal! Mukanya kaya abis di tonjok gitu ya, bengep bengep gimana gitu.

Yah fotonya abis, foto2 setelah itu ada di kameranya Deo ~00~

Pas photo session juga ngakak pooool, Arno sekali cekrek langsung dapet bagus. Arno memang sungguh-sungguh best actor!!! Terus si Arno sama Rio foto berdua gitu, kan ceritanya mereka Bapak&Anak, kata Arno "Yo, lo kayak germonya, gue bancinya." terus pada ngakak semua. HAHAH itu lucu banget posenya mereka. Gakuat deh, ngakak pooool!

Kelar photo shoot, beberapa pada pulang, terus gue masih main dirumah Adro bareng Denni, Mita, Amal, Andri, Rio, Ivan, Djati sampe magrib gitu. Main capsa lah, main PES, iyaaa gue main PES loh! Hebat gaksiiih, terus lawan Denni, dia nantangin gue gituuuu dia pake Barca, gue pake Madrid, EH kayaknya pemain-pemain Madrid-ku lagi ga fit gitu, kecapekan, jadi aku ngalah deh buat Denni tersayang kembaranku yang unyu itu, 7-1 hahaha YA ENGGALAH, aku cupu banget!!! Maklum masih perdana~~~

Terus abis solat ashar, nontonin 2 on 2 cowok-cowok main basket. Seru banget liat mereka main hahaha, ketawa-ketawa, mereka juga main yang harus masukin 5 bola berturut-turut kalo gagal ke bola yang ke berapa gitu, harus ulang dari 0, ya ampun itu lama banget ya... sampe gue sama mita bosen nunggunya. Si Andri juga udah kesel, kata dia "Sampe subuh nih gue disini!!!" But, it was fun! :D

Akhirnya pulang, dan pagi ini adem sekali dikamar sambil nulis blog nih. Doakan Ares ya, dia hari ini tes di Jakarta Islamic Internation School yang di Bogor, dia bakal pindah kesitu kayaknya. Abis dia nakal sih, ganti-ganti pacar mulu..gak nyambung deng. Pokoknya doain adikku itu ya!! xoxo

Keep Calm & Everything changed

2011-04-15T19:55:00.005+07:00

Hai, selamat malam. Salam sctv, udah lama aja ga posting. But, the main thing is everything changed. In just few days.

Firstly, Fantastic lagi dalam project drama nih, HOHOHO semangat banget!!! Emang udah agak basi sih, kelas-kelas lainnya udah bulan lalu, kita baru bakal tampil 27 April ini...Tapi, wish us luck yaaa, teman-teman Emerald, nonton juga ya!!! Insya Allah ga nyesel deccccccccch, let's see the another side of Fantastic's Best Actor, Arno Zachary. Ups, padahal tokoh utamanya Andrian hahaha, tapi ga ada matiya kalo lagi scene-nya Arno, Manu, Denni sama Rio. NGAKAK POLLL!

FYI, Arno is a really, extremely, cool boy and has a really flat expression. Dulu aja ya pas kelas X, kalo bisa bikin Arno ketawa. Langsung pamer, "EH EH YA AMPUN TADI GUE BIKIN ARNO KETAWA!!!!" Tapi...sekarang Arno sudah berubah :")

Kemarin latihan drama di rumah Adro, lawak pol. Ga kuat. Best Actor's scene:

Arno: BAPAK! BAPAK! LIHAT AKU!

Rio: ADA APA KAMU, ARNO!!!

Arno: Bapak! Lihat apa tangkapanku ini! Aku menangkap monyet ini Bapak!

Denni sebagai si monyet.

Rio: APA?! Kurang ajar sekali!! Apa yg dia lakukan, Arno!!!?

Arno: Monyet ini, telah mengobrak-abrik, kebun kita!!!

Rio: Kapan itu?!!

Arno: Tadi sore.

Rio: Kurang ajar!!! Jam berapa sekarang???

Arno: Jam 5, Bapak.

Rio: Salah kamu, Arno. Sekarang jam 6!

Arno: Aku tidak punya jam!!!

Rio: Kenapa??

Arno: Karena bapak tidak membelikan aku jam!!!

Sungguh sangat melenceng jauh dari naskah aslinya.................

JADI SEMUANYA...AYO NONTON DRAMA XI-KI, POSTER MASIH COMING SOON. 17 APRIL 2011, AULA SMAN 81, PULANG SEKOLAH!

Secondly, our exams are really getting closer. But, the most heart-breaking things are remembering that 12 Grade is coming up. A year left of being together with Fantastic. Ga ngerti gimana ngebayanginnya, kalo udah lulus nanti, mau apa, kita udah kebiasaan bareng. Bakal nangis kaya apa. Udah banyak banget yang di laluin bareng-bareng, garela :"(

Kami sekelas 3 tahun loh. Dan, gatau gimana deh ini huhuhuhu :""""

Main capsa, PES, kuda tomplok (cowoknya lah), petak umpet, study research, jalan-jalan, yang lain libur kita engga, latihan drama, AAA SEMUANYA BARENG-BARENG........

K, there's still another year left. Make it unforgettable as well.

Third, everything has changed. I already left my 7 months of staying at somewhere out there. I'm not tired, I'm just not into you anymore. I'm happier now, hahaha, this is fair. Then, someone is taking care of me now! :#) HAHAHAHA engga deng, dia hanya unyu. Everyone should knows who is he.

Some friends told me, "In this class, he's the only one who takes care of only one person." dan aku sok-sok polos gatau, padahal sih udah senyum-senyum, "Emang siapa?" dan si teman jawab, "Gausah sok-sok gatau deh." But, it really made me think. Is that right?

Dia ini cuek,cuek banget. Harus berapa juta kali ya bilang bangetnya? Cuek banget2222!!!! So, its soooo cute when he acts that he cares. Tapi, dia juga sering bikin emosi gitu, ih, bocah banget. Oke, gue ga ngaca, gue juga bocah. Bocah ketemu bocah gimana? Ya begini. -_-

You're probably the most confusing person I've ever met.

Last, Goodluck untuk semua kakak-kakak kelas 12 se-Indonesia, terutama kakak-kakak Solaris dan Aksel Emerald SMAN 81 untuk UN-NYA! Keep Calm and You'll get THE HIGH SCORES. AMIN YA ALLAH :)

FUNNN~

2011-04-05T17:59:00.009+07:00

Hai :) Alhamdulillah banget nih speedy udah bisa dipake lagi. Kemarin hampir stress gitu ceritanya gara-gara gabisa pake internet, tadi abang-abang speedynya dateng ngebenerin deh. Hebat deh abangnya bisa benerin lagi, aku aja kemarin gabisa-gabisa terus T_T

Besok padahal ada try out Chemistry & Biology P2, tapi gue sok banget ini malah cur disini.

Ga nyangka banget yah ini sebentar lagi bakal As Level, terus naik kelas 12. Tang ting tung, tau-tau udah mau UN aja. Kayaknya baru kemarin di MOS sama kakak-kakak sekra deh :"(

Ehya, kemarin sabtu 27 Maret seru loh!!! Funbike gitu bareng-bareng Emerald sama guru-guru 81 di Car Free Day. Seru banget deh, tapi sayang sekelas ga semuanya ikut. Tapi seru yaaa!

Tapi disana sempet nyasar gitu malah ke dalem Monas, padahal disuruhnya ke parkir apa gitu. Bareng-bareng sama Hany, Ivan, Daniel sama adek Pensador namanya Abe, kaya anak ilang gitu deh.

Terus mesti tau yaaa, kita ketemu sama keluarga bule gitu di burger king pas lagi mampir makan. Bayinya lucuuuu banget gembul-gembul gimana gitu, pertamanya nangis ga berenti-berenti, lucu deh nangisnya, kirain suara burung, terus pas nengok ke arah jam 4, ngeliat bayinya YAMPUN LUCUUUUNYAAA. Pingin minta foto bareng disana, tapi maluuuu, malu deh. Yah terus mereka keluar burger king, aku kecewa gitu jadinya ya.....................belom foto.

Tapi pas dijalan lagi, selesai kita makan, bareng Hany, Avi, Yolan, Asmita, Nenek, Ivan, Daniel, Dita, ketemu lagiiiiii sama keluarga bule unyu itu!!! Dapet foto bareng jugaaaa

Lucu banget ya...namanya Hana. Bapaknya juga ganteng hahahaha ih seneng banget deh rasanya itu, deg-degan gimana gitu pas foto bareng, abis seneng banget. Gemezzzz banget ih sama bayi bule ~00~ Denissa will be that cute,or cuter maybe, absolutely, AMIN :3

Pokoknya itu seneng banget deh, tapi pulangnya bener-bener kerasa capeknya. Kerasa banget, karena ga biasa kali ya, jadi capeknya ampun-ampunan. Monas-Bekasi ternyata jauh ya -_- Besoknya gamasuk, enak-enakan di salon. Seru sekali~~~~~~~~ Funbike did fix my brokenheart HAHAHA partyin' partyin' Yeah!!! Ohya, agak sedih kenapa Taylor Swift ga menang di KCA 2011 :'(

Udahan deh. Mau pacaran dulu ya...sama...sama..Biologi & Fisika! Cao!!!

Not an April Fool

2011-04-02T08:30:00.002+07:00

"A/AS LEVEL EXAMS ARE ON MY WAY"

Hello, it's really a month to go!

2PM was D-A-E-B-A-K!

2011-03-20T09:27:00.014+07:00

Guess what!!!! I DID REALLY WATCH 2PM! Yes, its 2PM. Hello, its 2PM.

Un-believ-ableeeeeeeh!

I felt really...really, truly, happy, touched. Ga nyangka banget! I've seen, I've watched, I've met 2PM LIVE! IN PERSON. Hello, I'm so....undescribed. AAAAAAAA I cried.

YA ALLAH BERASA MIMPI YA ALLAAAAAH, ALHAMDULILLAH :'''''')

IT'S HEARTBEAT! OMG DYING!

Junsu~

TADAAAH! WOOYOUNG! HE'S THE WAY HANDSOME, CUTER, COOLER THAN IN VIDEO OR ANYTHING. GOD I DID REALLY CRY!

The crowd was insane. I'm so sorry for the bad quality of the pics. Once again, the crowd was insane. I almost died, maybe. Cant breath normally. Kedorong sana sini. INSANE. I was just dissapointed because of the promotor. They didn't differ the VIP and the reguler one. So...cupu.

But, remember the positive sides are... I MET 2PM IN PERSON! YA ALLAH BERASA MIMPI.

Nichkhun was truly handsome and adorable, and so humble. Victoria is just so lucky. And his voice are trulyyyyy awesome. Junho, Chansung and Junsu were the same. They're totally HANDOSME! TRULY! I don't know why they could be that handsome. and their voice, AAA mau nangis. BAGUS BANGET. Taec, ah I've never know that he is that amazing. So cute. His teeth, xixixixi, then his rap, HAHAHA the best korean rapper. And the last, but not least, my ang-ang Wooyoung. God, why he could be that cute, handsome, and his voice, aaaa GA NAHAN, SENENG BANGET I DID REALLY CRY, REALLY!!!! SENENG BANGET ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH...:'''''''''')

I love the part when they sang 'Hearbeat', when Wooyoung pretended to die and the rests were hiding somewhere, and we just can heard Heartbeat sounds. Then, when they're all made a pyramid at the end of the Heartbeat. And how Taec rapped. How 2pm introduced theirself, "I'm Wooyoung." GILA BANGET GILAK! INSANE! Terus waktu mereka nyanyiin 10 out of 10, GILAAAA, I SAW THE BUTT DANCES! HAHAHAHA I HEARD THEM LIVE! INSANE! I'll be back was awesome too. But, I really sang out loud when they rocked us with "I hate you.". Terus waktu Chansung sama Junsu apa Junho gitu yang seharusnya mereka mau salto di udara gitu, ga jadi, malah sepik-sepik highfive. The most important things are, THEY SMILED A LOT. THEY BOWED SO DEEP. The said "Selamat malam" dan "Terima kasih." and They promised us to comeback. YA ALLAH :')

Thanks God for let me watch them, live. Alhamdulillah. I can't wait for the next concert. The shortest concert I've ever met, the worst crowd I've ever felt and the best concert I've ever watched. Hello, Korean wave is back to me. Jadi makin cinta sama Wooyoung :""

SuperDad

2011-03-16T08:04:00.005+07:00

God, You've given me the best man on earth: My dad.

Sometimes he can be very, very, very...ergh, very selfish (like his daughter), then when he says "NO" well he'll say "NO" till forever, and also he can be reawwwlly 'sotoy'. But, the truth and the fact is he really loves his family.

Me: (on sms) dad, when will you be home?

Dad: DUNNO.

Me: why did you write in all capital letters?

Dad: REALLY? OH I DONT KNOW HOW TO SWITCH INTO NORMAL LETTER

Me: dad...really?

Or when we were going somewhere and eat in the restaurant, I got my drink and he hasn't got his drink.

Dad: Let me try first to know wheter its original or fake..

Me: Dad...just tell me that you want the drink.

I know, he's really active on facebook. He often stalks his kids's facebook. Sometimes, he called me.

Dad: Why does all your status written in english?

Me: To get smarter in english.

Dad: Ah, sometimes I dont understand.

Me: go to google translate.

Dad: who's the boy on the newest picture, anyway? your friend tagged you a picture.

Me: Who?

Dad: Is he your boyfriend? I saw most of your pictures are with him. He has really thick eyebrows.

Me: -_- DAD

The most important thing is I loveeee him effin' much. Damn really, I'll make you proud, someday, Dad. I'll be a pediatrician, I'll study in Berlin, and you'll also have a granddaughter named Denissa, and she'll be a really, a damn cute and smart daughter. Thanks for giving me everything I really want, Dad&Mom. Ly and long live :)

Pray For The World

2011-03-11T21:20:00.002+07:00

Between a pediatrician and a scientist

2011-03-06T08:56:00.007+07:00

Hai. Semalem baru nonton film lama "Comet Impact" di Global TV dan itu seru sekali, teman-teman. Ceritanya ada NASA-NASAnya gitu.

This is truly my dream.

Sebenernya kalo ditanya what's my biggest dream? I would answer: Being a NASA scientist.

But, it doesnt mean that to be a pediatrician isn't my biggest dream. It is.

Waktu ada orang-orang dari hypnoterapi kemarin juga pas disuruh untuk ngebayangin masa depan, yang keluar di alam bawah sadar juga, I'm in NASA building. That's so cool.

Di bayangan kedua baru keluar I'm wearing a doctor coat and have a german patient.

Both are really my dreams.

I don't know why, but studying astronomy is so interesting. God's biggest mystery. Dan sungguh-sungguh bikin penasaran, ya Allah. Tapi, dulu gue selalu mikir kayaknya kalo sekolah astronomi disini ga begitu kepake--____--- and I thought that my parents wont allow me to study astronomy, but....IT PROVE, THEY DID ALLOW ME! Jadi makin galau......T_T

Jadi dokter anak juga sungguh-sungguh cita-cita gue, pingin bantu banyak orang, cari tau kenapa penyakit ini itu belum bisa disembuhin, punya ruang praktek yang super unyu, tapi jadi ilmuwan di NASA juga pasti keren dan membanggakan, nyari tau misteri-misteri luar angkasa, tentang UFO, aaa mau banget banget ADUH GALAU

Jadi dokter, tentu harus pinter di bidang biologi dan kimia. Alhamdulillah, disekolah lumayan._. tapi kalo mau ambil astronomi harus pinter fisika dan matematika tentunya, sedangkan disekolah....paling ga tahan kalo belajar fisika-______- dan kalo mau jebol ke NASA paling engga harus masuk ke universitas yang ada di amerika dulu. Sedangkan kalo jadi dokter, insya Allah bisa FKUI atau jerman. AAA YA ALLAH, tunjukkan jalanmu yang benar dan terbaik untuk saya. AMIN

Song of the Day

2011-03-05T16:17:00.003+07:00

I start to write a love letter, when I first met you there
But I still keep it on my secret place
I’m not the only one who adores you anyway
But someday you will know that I am here

I’m just waiting for a moment to tell you
I’m waiting, and I’ll make you all mine
I’m just waiting, waiting, waiting…

I don’t care what people say about who you are and what you do
And all I see is that perfect lies in you
I believe that the time will come and we will be together
Oh I am so in love with you, and I’m falling, I’m falling for you.

A Day Off

2011-02-23T20:32:00.001+07:00

Hai :)

Today is wednesday and fantastic got a day-off finally!

Actually, its not..........HAHAHA but, after being a very good, patient and smart students for a year and half, we just want to try being a...yeah, you know.

Dari kelas 10, giliran emerald libur seangkatan...KI-nya engga.

Misalkan ada satu anak dikelas yang mencetuskan untuk cabut, "besok cabut yoook." dan satu kelas mengiyakan, tetep aja besoknya....24-24 bijinya masuk sekolah.

Dari kelas 10 begitu, sampe naik kelas 11 pun begitu.

Dan akhirnya...hari ini datang juga! Bisa merasakan libur bersama Emerald! \^^/

Thaks, Fantastic and TU teachers! :)

January and February

2011-02-23T19:41:00.014+07:00

Times just pass so fast. Its already february, almost march. You can see above, "10 months and 6 days until my next birthday." Jadi ngerasa tua...............

May-June are coming up and it means just As Level are coming up too...Well, cemungudh!!!

I just realize many things happened from the last two months and..after being a 16 years old kid.

Such as...yes, I had my 16th birthday in Disneyland, again ><

Then, back to school. Got a lil surprised from my classmates in January 3rd, too bad, I don hv any pic of the surprise :'( but, we had a lil party in Pizza Hut at January 7th! Many good things happened at this day, unforgettable. Milk was just soooo cute that day :'>

January 12th, Daniel told me the conversation! HA! "you know her?" "her?" "yes, my senior." "yes, i know her." and he smiled. <3>

January 15th! Yolan's birthday suprise, we came to Hambaro and Godness, this is one of my best day ever. I really wont forget those times.

And a week after Hambaro was just flat. Milk was cute as usual, HAHA, but it was really flat. But, once again! We had a party, yolan's party! We're in black! One of my best night. January 22th.

Then, the week after the party was just too flat. Too many homeworks. But, happy birthday, milk! :) and I had a lil trip to Singapore with mom and brother for 4 days.

Arrived from Spore! I passed a day without biology in class, and I felt soooo...stupid. Biology is too fun now. Then, my story with Denni just started...NO, i mean, we're not dating. I received 5 bbms after I used this pic for my display picture.

They just asked, such as: "Is he your boyfriend?" "Omg, your display picture is just cute! Why you dont tell me that you have a boyf now?" "Who's thaat? You look so cute together." and blah blah blah.

And my classmates started to make a lot of gossips about me and him -____- when the fact is me and denni are just best friends. He's my twins, my bestfriends, my chairmate, my brother, my rival, my fight friend and my friend.

Yeah, a half of february passed. I already wrote on Feb 4th that I gave up, but, HAHA I'm not actually. I like him, there's something about milk that doesnt let me to give up. Avi's masterpiece is still my fav thing ever, since forever HAHAHAHA.

February 21th, Dad's birthday. My classmates gave my dad a lot of birthday wishes and I received a really cute cupcakes for my dad's birthday. AND one of my best day ever too, hehe :>

"Expect nothing and you'll be surprised of something."

Loves and fun

2011-02-14T22:05:00.005+07:00

Sources: lookbook.nu and facehunter.blogspot :)

2011-02-14T17:57:00.002+07:00

I'M GONNA HAVE A DAUGHTER NAMED "DENNISHA" SOMEDAY.

REALLY.

And it will be my second child, then my son, my first child, let my husband give him name.

This is one of my dream.

AMIN YA ALLAH :3

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE ^^

la la land

2011-02-04T16:17:00.002+07:00

STROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG!

2011-02-02T19:01:00.002+07:00

It's really nice watching you from a distance. I'm officially quitting this game. A bunch of thanks for giving me hopes, laughs, smiles and excitement. I did reaaaaaaally love your glance, honestly. But, it still hurts. No, no, I'm not getting upset. This is only transition. I'm tough, uuuu yeah!

"You know her?"

Smiled. "Yap, I do."

:'D

I should come back to Denni I think, LOL just kidding! We're twins and bestfriends, actually! :)

Someday

2011-01-22T06:48:00.005+07:00

Good morning, finally its weekend. I'm not really in the mood right now.

So, I just clicked the label, LOVELIFE and read all the posts. Hahaha ketawa-ketawa sendiri bacanya, ceritanya dari jaman-jaman smp gitu sampe..haha the current one.

The story starts when Emerald got accepted at SMAN 81 Jakarta as the fresh graders on 2009. Jelas waktu itu kita sama sekali belom punya nama angkatan, kita angkatan ke 18 di SMA 81. Unyu sekali 181 ^^

Waktu itu lagi mos, dan satu kakak PO ada yang nyebut-nyebut anak emerald yang punya kakak anggota PO saat itu. Gue penasaran yah siapa, dan ternyata anak itu barisnya di sebelah barisan X-KI. Anaknya unyu sekali, kk, pipinya yang paling unyu, hahaha ^^

Tapi, selama kelas X, dari masa-masa pesantren kilat, everyone knows about D. My classmate. Everyone knows, but him -_-

Dia anaknya cuek, super cuek, temen-temen aja sampe gangerti kenapa bisa suka sama dia yang cueknya kayak apatau. Tapi gatau kenapa, gara-gara Trip Observasi Emerald dulu tahun 2009, gue jadi deket sama dia. And he's kind enough. Also, I just thought that emang gue anak cewek yang paling deket sama dia dikelas, sampe sekarang. Selama kelas X gue duduknya depan-belakang sama dia, sering ketawa-ketawa bareng, bercanda bareng, cerita-cerita bareng, kita juga pernah pura-pura pacaran buat iseng-isengan. Gue juga gatau kenapa bisa seasik ini jadinya -____- tapi, malah jadi ga kepikiran.

Tapi selama setahun itu di kelas X, banyak ada selingan haha, maklum labil. Tapi, bertahan paling cuma sehari-dua hari, paling lama 2 minggu dan setelah itu balik lagi sama D.

Sayangnya, anak ini ga peka. Dia aja ga sadar kalo dulu yang disini punya rasa sama dia....-,-

Akhirnya, naik kelas XI. Penuh rasa galau. Eh, ketemu orang, padahal dulu kelas X olahraganya di jam yang sama, oh shid, baru liat dia di kelas XI, anaknya imuuuut cekali :3

Sempet naksir semingguan, udah mau dikenalin, dia juga udah mau, eh...karena gue gatau asal-usulnya dia gimana,ternyata dia sudah mau ada yang punya hahaha akhirnya lewat deh. Dan sekarang anak itu udah jadian sama cewek yang super-duper unyu. Semoga langgeng kk ^^

Dan....LTUB angkatan Pensador, bulan september. Bener-bener konyol. Cuma gara-gara papasan dan ngobrol sebentar, eh...dasar labil. Dia cuek, cuek banget deh, lagi-lagi anak cuek, dan ga peka. Guenya juga cuek dan gapeka. Mau jadi apa?~~~

Seneng ngeliat dia dari jauh....apalagi dari dekat. Gue ga berani ngapa-ngapain, takut dia ilfil. Maklum lah, minim pengalaman. Eh, ternyata dia tau, yaudah, dia cuek kan, gue juga cuek. Tapi gatau kenapa, kok tetep bertahan ya?

Akhirnya berganti tahun, dan gue berumur 16 tahun. The labil-est me, ever.

My friends realize that he changed. His attitudes become so unyu if he meets me.

I'm not sensitive enough maybe, but sometimes I realize when you glanced at me and I catched where were you glance at. Then, when we just really stared at each other. I like it. I'm happy. Or the stories that have been told by my friends, about you, how cute your reaction if I'm around you. You changed. Your friends told me.

You told to your junior with your smile, that you know me.

But, why lying? First you said, yes, then suddenly said, no.

That's why I think its quite enough. I'm not giving up, of course. I know everything has own story. Sometimes, its just hurt. That's why I prefer to be in the class, then go outside and suddenly meet you. I'm too liking your glance. Eventough, deep inside here, I'm extremely happy when my bestfriend,who always noticed his reaction when I'm around, told me that he once again glanced at me or he just laughed. For now, I really do not care about what's inside your brain. I won't expect anything now. Eventhough I really had a mini heart attack when someone mentions your name, or we just walk passed each other at school. HAHA lebay ^^

But, I wish you only realize what I've been waiting for.

Maaf ya, kalo ga suka, close aja. Cuma pingin nulis semua ini buat lega. Kemarin sahabat baru aja bilang ke gue, "this kid is really falling in love. and you're not a kid anymore HAHA, ah you'll always be a kid and innocent." The kid is me. He said that I'm growing up, I'm falling in love! Of course-___-'' I'm a normal kid.

Some of my best friends also told me, me and him, we're just same. We're still kid, we're still innocent and unsesitive. "I can't wait to see you both to be together. You guys are cute. HAHAHA don't give up on anything you've been fighting for. Your friends will help you. Someday, he will look at you, Cha." -Faqih.

Omongan orang sotoy sih...hahahah tapi Amin ya Allah :3

Anyway, seseorang ini tuh yang pertama kali ngeliat di MOS 2 tahun lalu ^^

rndm

2011-01-14T08:52:00.002+07:00

Random

stabilizer

2011-01-14T07:42:00.006+07:00

I need a stabilizer, please. This is so insane. If I come home with a wide smile on my face today, then tomorrow I'll just keep silent after came home. I've never been this 'labil' actually. why age 16 is so annoying? I've never felt this during my 15. -_______-

Sometimes i become exremely happy, then sometimes i become the most-labil-kid ever.

I'm trying to forget what some friends already said to me about you, or even i'm trying to not care how 'unyu' your attitude to me and ofcourse yourself, if we meet at school. I'm on my way to not wishing more. I prepare for the worst.

It's so good that my best friends here are always supporting me whatever it comes out good or bad.

But, please, how do you feel, after 4 months of waiting, if your crush is giving you some-respons? At first, he really doesnt care about you, he had known that you like him, but he didnt care at all. Then when you meet him, you're the only one that feel happy.

And now, suddenly some friends told you about how unyu his reaction if he met you or he catched you from far distance, how do you feel? When your friend told you that he smileeeeed and said he already know you, eventhough you and him haven't introduce yourself and shaking hand? When your friend shouted your name from far distance, but he's the only who turned his head to the caller, and you, who own the name, do not hear someone is calling you. Also, when you know that he's kind of a very-careless-boy to a girl, then suddenly his friends told you that he become so unyu if your name is mentioned to the conversation. That's all what I got.

Weird? I feel weird. So, I'm not wishing more, I let it flow. I know, this post is so frontal, but I dont care. I may still a kid, i know, i'm still immature. that's why i dont care.

Well, the other side, I'm happy now. Today is the second day of the plan! Woo-hoo!

I'm sorry, extremely sorry if my post these days are only about this unimportant things. But, I'm growing up like everygirls do.

1211

2011-01-12T20:36:00.003+07:00

I'm feeling colourful. I'm happy. I mean, yes, extremely happy.

Is this an acceleration?

I feel like I'm going back to year 2006, when I had my first love, HAHAHA everything seems pretty and cool eventhough I had to wait for 8 months. BAH. Then, I feel that way too.

This isnt easy, but I always try to believe everything around me.

Anyway, 12-1-11 is much much better than 11-1-11! Today is fun, Alhamdulillah~

I really wanna write a lot here, but I think I shouldnt do it now. I have to know more about these-things-that-really-make-me-so-curious-ofcourse-about-you. But, at least, I'm exremely happy todaaay :D

Soo, have a safe journey to Bogor, for you! And, for Pensador. Dont waste your time at your observation trip! Enjoy yours or you're all gonna miss those times like Emerald now are missing our times in Pandeglang! Also, for Emerald who will go to Bogor tomorrow! Have a nice experience :)